Betray me, heart.
Wow, what a day. I hadn't seen Kairi in a few days, and when I did, something just hit me. I guess I should start before this, though. As most of you know, I was in a pretty serious relationship with Serlina. She has been missing for weeks, and my feelings are taking the same route. I just don't want to be with her anymore. As harsh or uncaring as it may sound, I can't help it. Anyway, back to Kairi. After I saw her for the second time this week, I started picturing myself with her. Don't take it the wrong way, I had no feelings for her. (Or did I?) Then, I thought "No, she is with Bind." But Bind has been missing for MUCH longer than Serlina. Kairi has suffered through two people leaving her, and I would feel awful if I were to take advantage of that. So, the third time we met this week, my feelings were confirmed. Everything about her, her giggle, her demeanor, her movement, they all just take me in. I think my problem is that I fall for girls too easily. It's not really something I can change...I just, am me.
Anyway, I decided to hang out with Kairi, but soon decided it was a bad idea when I just found myself wanting to kiss her. I fled the scene, but she found me again. She was insulted, but I explained why. She tried to comfort me, and I walked away again, finding comfort by the Cliffs at Dubris. Kairi came, this time offering food. I accepted, and smiled, but had to leave again. I couldn't endure it. I fled again, this time into my boat and onto the calm waters. For some strange reason, fishing has always helped to calm me down, so I threw out my line, and patiently waited. Sure enough, Kairi was paddling from shore in no more than 10 minutes. She joined me in fishing, but I soon felt uncomfortable. I went back to shore, as Kairi tried to stop me, and found myself in The Falcon Inn. I never did like the place; Calpurnius always got on my nerves, and the tavern wench is about 30 miles past "slut". Very soon afterwards, Kairi came rushing in. This time, a hint of anger rose to her eyes.
"Are you liking me chasing after you? Is this a joke to you?!" She said, clearly frustrated.
"I was just leaving you be." I replied.
"Did I ask you to?" She said.
Changing the focus of the argument, I stated "When you're with me, I want you, and when I want you, you're uncomfortable."
Obviously I was right, as she decided that was a good time to leave. But before she left, I kissed her. I grabbed her and kissed her like it was the last kiss I'd ever give. The only thing she could do was stare. To tell you the truth, I'm not sure what I'd do in her position. Afterwards, I let her go. I'm not sure what to do now. Maybe I should leave Whispering Wraith...
-Confused as always, Luvior.
Anyway, I decided to hang out with Kairi, but soon decided it was a bad idea when I just found myself wanting to kiss her. I fled the scene, but she found me again. She was insulted, but I explained why. She tried to comfort me, and I walked away again, finding comfort by the Cliffs at Dubris. Kairi came, this time offering food. I accepted, and smiled, but had to leave again. I couldn't endure it. I fled again, this time into my boat and onto the calm waters. For some strange reason, fishing has always helped to calm me down, so I threw out my line, and patiently waited. Sure enough, Kairi was paddling from shore in no more than 10 minutes. She joined me in fishing, but I soon felt uncomfortable. I went back to shore, as Kairi tried to stop me, and found myself in The Falcon Inn. I never did like the place; Calpurnius always got on my nerves, and the tavern wench is about 30 miles past "slut". Very soon afterwards, Kairi came rushing in. This time, a hint of anger rose to her eyes.
"Are you liking me chasing after you? Is this a joke to you?!" She said, clearly frustrated.
"I was just leaving you be." I replied.
"Did I ask you to?" She said.
Changing the focus of the argument, I stated "When you're with me, I want you, and when I want you, you're uncomfortable."
Obviously I was right, as she decided that was a good time to leave. But before she left, I kissed her. I grabbed her and kissed her like it was the last kiss I'd ever give. The only thing she could do was stare. To tell you the truth, I'm not sure what I'd do in her position. Afterwards, I let her go. I'm not sure what to do now. Maybe I should leave Whispering Wraith...
-Confused as always, Luvior.
posted by A squint-eyed rogue at 8:15 PM
4 Comments:
Give the girl some time! The deed is done and the ball is in her court now.
I've found that a hint of frigid indifference, a smattering of swagger, and a really irresistably pretty face will get you just about anywhere you want when it comes to those dumb animals we call women. Well, it's always worked for me at least.
Er... oh. Hi, Lime. Didn't see you there...
Luvior I think your going through a phase. Serlina will be back just give her time. Why leave whispering for,.... we like you in the clan =)
if you leave who else will be my Pr...
"The only thing she could do was stare"
It's always awkward when they don't close their eyes, isn't it?
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